*Lindia I sat down by the wall turned around..hearing alex get dressed roughly.
"Your alright?" I questioned worried
"Yes, i'm alright ,and may i ask you a question" He said
I smiled widly thinking he'll ask me out, getting exicted an preped up "Sure, go for it" I said "Do you know where my shoes are" He said
He runied my thoughts HORRIBLY what was i thinking?! "Um..uh...yes there by the door" I said shighing in slience. Why would he my best friend ask me out? I'm thinking am i snody enough to make him run away from me? Before he chased me to this point, but now it's fading. "Alex" I spoke "Yeah, and you can turn back around now, im done getting dressed and thanks for letting me sleep here for the night" He said "Oh no problem, and okay, but what i wanted to say was i think about leapoy..you know for my rudeness i guess" I said in a big puff "What?...okay you may be right at snody but my Aunt is an leapory teacher, she can help you out" he said
"Okay, could you give me her number" I said giving him my phone
"where are your contacts..oh never mind found them" he said putting in her number. "How am i snody?" I asked him flopping onto my bed "Well..sometimes your nose is in other people stuff but i ain't going to tell you the rest...cause i dont wanna hurt your feelings" He said "Okay" I said simply "May i sit here" He said poniting to the chair "Sure" I said "Yeah, my aunt is awesome with helping people, and she'll give you a discount science i know you" He said. We both laughed at that. "Are you going to school monday?" He said like he carred "Um..yes i gotta get from this trap zone" I said laughing at the end "Well..can't you take the city bus?" He asked twrling in the seat "Well..yeah but scine i haven't worked in th-" I told him beging inturped by my brother AWESOME! "Uh..exscue me but Lin my girlfriend Rita is coming over so yall can meet her, and listen kid You gotta go, less known you here but that I may hate my sister i protect her in her sourundings..but why you here anyways?" He sat in my other chair turning it backwards "Well I respect you and every manner, but my parents were fighting and i mean throwing slamming doors so i had to GET UP AND OUT OF THERE so Lindia was the next person i had in mind" He spoke I stayed quiet trying to prepare for not beging rude. -.- "Okay, but listen you gotta go back home good enough you stayed for the night" He said leading him out the door "Bye lin" He yelled at any open space before he was out the house. "Bye" I said back
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I woke up to an nosiy alarm i set for 5 i looked onto my lab top and saw .. 5:01 a.m why i woke up so earliy? Beacuse im an changed person and it's time to act like one. I sloppy made my bed and grabbed some clothes going to the shower.
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I washed rinsed and repeat cleaning every spot. Everything.
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I picked up the culing iron and cuhhrled the last piece of my hair. "phhs..that should do it" I ran threw my hair to hype up my hair. I pressed my (home) button and saw the time...7:58 a.m. Here goes nothing.
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I sat down on my couch down stairs and awaiting for her to come. ding-dong the door went. I got up and opened the door "Hi, come on in" I showed her. We both sat down "Hello, ok lets start with whats your name?" She asked "Um. Lindia Milani" I said she wrote that down i guess "Okay, so why are you snody?" She asked "Well, to be honest i dont know" I said "Then why am I here" She asked "Beacuse everyone says im snody" I spoke she wrote that down. "How are you finding that something can help you?" she asked "Im not quite understanding" I said "Well meaning how will you fix this?" She asked "well thats why your here" I laughed. She looked at me then wrote that down. Today going to be a long day
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I was invesgated by that women!! But mom took me to the mall to get an present for them.For the dinner.
"Stay still" Mom said butting up my dress There going to be here soon. But mom i dont really wanna wear this i thought in my head "Okay" I said back. She was doing my hair into an high curly bun until the door rang a couple times when my put down the curlying iron, and she ran out my room. I picked up the curling iron and finished my hair.
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It was super awkwared! But when mom had to say something. "So rita how many more months? and are you exicted about this?" Rita said "3 more months left ,and yes im super excited even though this wasn't planned i'm still happy" she said "Aw thats good" mom said I cant take this anymore! "Listen rita, even though your having an baby with my brother you shouldn't take him away from me!" I said and rita looked at me like im stupid "Calm down" Mom said "No! rita why you think, it's easy to come in my house and get all the atition like you rule something!" i said and rita said "if you really feel that way i can leave it's not a big of a deal" she said "No rita stay, and lindia shut up this is what im talking about" Justin said and then rita said "no justin, its fine i can leave" she said "LINDIA GO OUTSIDE WALK TO YOUR FATHERS HOUSE IF YOU WANNA BE RUDE!" MOM yelled everyone was quite at that moment "okay
Monday, January 7, 2013
Monday, December 24, 2012
In loss words Chapter 2
*Lindia
I whipped my eyes from all the crust. Maybe i was imaginating ,but no i wasn't.
"Alex..what are you doing here" I asked confusley
Next thing you know i heard him say "Why haven't you text me back" He said I reached under my pillow, searching for my ipod pressing "home" seeing 4:32 a.m. at the top "Are- are you kidding me bro, like come on. I left it and then I lost it so please go home" I picked up my pillow throwing it not meaning to aim it to go outside the window when i heard "Ow! Come on Lin, let me inside" he said.
I puffed at that thought of letting him in, getting up walking into my closet grabbing an rope, throwing it cautionly outside the window, holding it "Don't let go lin" He said. "I'm not...hopefully" I holded it with all my might. Girls can do ALOT when they sleepy
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I Put the last cover on the floor, looking around to an fort on the floor for him to sleep on. "So...not beging "snody" but why are you here?" I asked it came out wrong i know it did but i can't change it now. "Well. My parents are going on this ramp page on bills, work, college" He said putting his hand on his forehead. "I mean, why can't parents just be happy...and stay together..isn't that why they got married?! I mean I know i'm still young but life ain't making sence anymore" He said. I nodded my head at what he was saying. I can't surley relate to what he's saying. Me beging sleepy and tierd and overhuasted i said this "Well...alex the fact that you came to talk to me i guess about this is crazy..but what i have to say is this, i know your pain that you feel but you shouldn't run to someone"I chuckled.
"Thanks Lindia...I know" He said "Well sciene you know...can i go back to sleep ya know" I said asking more like telling. "Yeah, sure" He said.
I got up turing off the lights crashing onto my bed.
*alex
It made sence. What made sence? you may ask Her, her life what she said makes sence. She was right instead of running I should face my "fear" I guess. To have an best friend like her makes life on me much better, of course her beging a girl i take respect to what she says hopefully she takes me in the same way.
*Lindia
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I woke up to an messy room! I jumped up opening eyes widley I seen food all over the floor! Blankets and covers everywhere and my brushes and combs everywhere what the heck went on!?
I Walked alittle more to when My brother Justin laying on the floor....like who does that!? "Get up! Why are you in here!? Get out justin get out!!!" I spat "What???!!!" He said it turned into a song afterwards. "Why are you in my room?...and where's Alex?" I asked kicking him "Aye! You should be more than happy" He got up punching me in the arm "What the chicken butt! Why should i be happy Please exsplain!" I yelled "Well..I ma told me to take you breakfast beacuse she went to the gym..and when i came in here He was sitting on the floor" He said.
"Well that exsplained NOTHING! You still haven't answered my question where is alex! and why is my room messed up" I put my hands on my hip tapping the my foot onto the floor "Well! where is alex? Oh he's cleaning up my room and why is your room messed up? Oh beacuse i came in here and tripped over here and yelled for him to clean up my room if he wanna be in here cleaning." He said like nothing was important "Wait....what?" I said "Girl..do you have an hearing problem ALEX IS IN MY ROOM!" he yelled "Okay first of all get your breathe out my face" I said "Okay you wanna play games? Okay you got buggy's in ya eyes your bra half out your hair messed up and your breathe smell like wet socks" he laughed "I dont give a rat's butt" I yelled "If you dont why you mad? Come at me bro" He laughed cracking up "You think this is funny? well if so GO GET HIM OR I WILL" I yelled "Dude..im not getting your boyfriend" He laughed "First. Were NOT TOGETHER seconed I'll go get him" I said mushing his face "Okay first i didn't know we was taking a list check" He laughed I ignored him walking into his room "Omg! Honey boo,boo child" I said grabbing his t-shirt and walking him into the guest bathroom down stairs. "Go take a shower..go" I forced him into there "dang"he said.
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Mintues later my room was back to normal and justin was sitting where i was but 2 feet away playing some game on the t.v. rated (r) though
"Justin..why you playing that" I asked
"Here we go again...first im 18 i can play this game and seconed why you asking all them questions?" He said shacking his head. I rolled my eyes. Mom came into the house saved by the bell i thought "Hey ma you need help when them bags?" I asked
"Hey sweetie, and no your brother will help..but i need to speak to him so please go up stairs" she asked
"Okay" I said walking up stairs while justin rushed me from the screen.
*Mom
I released the heavy bags as i called justin to help "Justin, baby come help me" I yelled
"Okay ma" He said I heared all the viloce pause and steps come into the kitchen "What would you like me to do" He asked "Um..put these bags up, imma start cooking dinner" I said "Okay"
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I grabbed an pan and fish placing it "Justin i need to talk to you" I said "Okay. about what?" he said walking placing the drinks in the refrige
"I wanna meet this girl your having this baby with" I said putting the oven to 480 F~
"Okay, but it's going to be awkard mom im telling you" He said
"It's ok i atleast wanna know who the mom is going to be" I said
"Ok" he replied doing the dishes
"So by that, im planning a dinner..family dinner for us to meet" I said
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*Lindia
WHAT!? A FAMILY DINNER! i DONT WANNA MEET THAT CHICK! I MIGHT AS WELL DOG WALK HER...no she pregnet wouldn't wanna do that. Man im in loss words.
I whipped my eyes from all the crust. Maybe i was imaginating ,but no i wasn't.
"Alex..what are you doing here" I asked confusley
Next thing you know i heard him say "Why haven't you text me back" He said I reached under my pillow, searching for my ipod pressing "home" seeing 4:32 a.m. at the top "Are- are you kidding me bro, like come on. I left it and then I lost it so please go home" I picked up my pillow throwing it not meaning to aim it to go outside the window when i heard "Ow! Come on Lin, let me inside" he said.
I puffed at that thought of letting him in, getting up walking into my closet grabbing an rope, throwing it cautionly outside the window, holding it "Don't let go lin" He said. "I'm not...hopefully" I holded it with all my might. Girls can do ALOT when they sleepy
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I Put the last cover on the floor, looking around to an fort on the floor for him to sleep on. "So...not beging "snody" but why are you here?" I asked it came out wrong i know it did but i can't change it now. "Well. My parents are going on this ramp page on bills, work, college" He said putting his hand on his forehead. "I mean, why can't parents just be happy...and stay together..isn't that why they got married?! I mean I know i'm still young but life ain't making sence anymore" He said. I nodded my head at what he was saying. I can't surley relate to what he's saying. Me beging sleepy and tierd and overhuasted i said this "Well...alex the fact that you came to talk to me i guess about this is crazy..but what i have to say is this, i know your pain that you feel but you shouldn't run to someone"I chuckled.
"Thanks Lindia...I know" He said "Well sciene you know...can i go back to sleep ya know" I said asking more like telling. "Yeah, sure" He said.
I got up turing off the lights crashing onto my bed.
*alex
It made sence. What made sence? you may ask Her, her life what she said makes sence. She was right instead of running I should face my "fear" I guess. To have an best friend like her makes life on me much better, of course her beging a girl i take respect to what she says hopefully she takes me in the same way.
*Lindia
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I woke up to an messy room! I jumped up opening eyes widley I seen food all over the floor! Blankets and covers everywhere and my brushes and combs everywhere what the heck went on!?
I Walked alittle more to when My brother Justin laying on the floor....like who does that!? "Get up! Why are you in here!? Get out justin get out!!!" I spat "What???!!!" He said it turned into a song afterwards. "Why are you in my room?...and where's Alex?" I asked kicking him "Aye! You should be more than happy" He got up punching me in the arm "What the chicken butt! Why should i be happy Please exsplain!" I yelled "Well..I ma told me to take you breakfast beacuse she went to the gym..and when i came in here He was sitting on the floor" He said.
"Well that exsplained NOTHING! You still haven't answered my question where is alex! and why is my room messed up" I put my hands on my hip tapping the my foot onto the floor "Well! where is alex? Oh he's cleaning up my room and why is your room messed up? Oh beacuse i came in here and tripped over here and yelled for him to clean up my room if he wanna be in here cleaning." He said like nothing was important "Wait....what?" I said "Girl..do you have an hearing problem ALEX IS IN MY ROOM!" he yelled "Okay first of all get your breathe out my face" I said "Okay you wanna play games? Okay you got buggy's in ya eyes your bra half out your hair messed up and your breathe smell like wet socks" he laughed "I dont give a rat's butt" I yelled "If you dont why you mad? Come at me bro" He laughed cracking up "You think this is funny? well if so GO GET HIM OR I WILL" I yelled "Dude..im not getting your boyfriend" He laughed "First. Were NOT TOGETHER seconed I'll go get him" I said mushing his face "Okay first i didn't know we was taking a list check" He laughed I ignored him walking into his room "Omg! Honey boo,boo child" I said grabbing his t-shirt and walking him into the guest bathroom down stairs. "Go take a shower..go" I forced him into there "dang"he said.
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Mintues later my room was back to normal and justin was sitting where i was but 2 feet away playing some game on the t.v. rated (r) though
"Justin..why you playing that" I asked
"Here we go again...first im 18 i can play this game and seconed why you asking all them questions?" He said shacking his head. I rolled my eyes. Mom came into the house saved by the bell i thought "Hey ma you need help when them bags?" I asked
"Hey sweetie, and no your brother will help..but i need to speak to him so please go up stairs" she asked
"Okay" I said walking up stairs while justin rushed me from the screen.
*Mom
I released the heavy bags as i called justin to help "Justin, baby come help me" I yelled
"Okay ma" He said I heared all the viloce pause and steps come into the kitchen "What would you like me to do" He asked "Um..put these bags up, imma start cooking dinner" I said "Okay"
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I grabbed an pan and fish placing it "Justin i need to talk to you" I said "Okay. about what?" he said walking placing the drinks in the refrige
"I wanna meet this girl your having this baby with" I said putting the oven to 480 F~
"Okay, but it's going to be awkard mom im telling you" He said
"It's ok i atleast wanna know who the mom is going to be" I said
"Ok" he replied doing the dishes
"So by that, im planning a dinner..family dinner for us to meet" I said
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*Lindia
WHAT!? A FAMILY DINNER! i DONT WANNA MEET THAT CHICK! I MIGHT AS WELL DOG WALK HER...no she pregnet wouldn't wanna do that. Man im in loss words.
In loss words
*Linda Miliani
"Linda" mom said
I looked over to an 38 look alike person, with bright green bluish eyes with smooth nice pours
"Yes ma" I answered wipping the dirt of the table
"Can you finish my shift, your brother got into an fight ,and i have to go pick him up, I tell you he can't never be good" she said grabbing her coat and hooked keys looking frustrated
I shook my head in non-surprised my brother never does good and if he contuies he's going to get kicked out. I laughed at the thought that crossed my mind
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I washed ,rinsed and dried the dirty dishes while my phone buzzed. I went over whipping my hands on my pants seeing the name alex flash across my family picture we took in Hawaii. Clicking on the message reading it....
alex: "Hey Lin, what's sup you ight"
I read as i typed with my thumb "Aw, thanks for checking up on me and im good about to close up though, what about you"
I replied going to grab the broom as it buzzed again
alex: "Ha! why you surpried? and im just in Free period. And not being nosey or nothing ,but you didn't come to school today...what happened?"
I read answering "Well...see what happened was...I was sick ,but mom still didn't take my crap sooo...she said I still had to help out on the family resturant"
I chuckled alittle grabbing my phone and money walking to the bus stop not to far away from here while my back pockey buzzed type fast much?! i thought in my head sitting down to some stranger, putting my coat on beacuse in New york COLD as heck! But ain't nothing but a gansta party ;]
alex: "Lin, you sick?! I told you to not eat sushi from the gas station! But you never listen you hardheaded huh?! and are you taking the city bus home if so imma come pick you up, beacuse i need to pick up my cusan that's bye your resturant"
I read as the bus pulled up putting my phone in my pocket exapadisaly grabbing my coat filling weight not on me anymore...i'm not sure what that is but whatever it was it's not imporant as i walked on paying taking a seat....while the doors closed.
I let out a sigh in relife leaning my head aginest the walls..remembering alex i dug my hands into my pockets worried! Oh my lord MY PHONE!
I tugged on the string as the bus stopped hardley while everyone looked at me i dont really care about looks and stares! I ran as my cheast flopped up and down running back to the resturant as I fell on some one "I'm so-" I began be couldn't finish "I don't know you! and running into people not nice! GET OFF ME! who you think YOU are....some type of pesent!" He yelled feellng spit drip right onto my left cheek "Wow! I'm just looking for my phone, not some nosy new york complainer" I whipped my cheek and picked up my stuff and walked away noticing him stare at me speaking but as it lowered I walked....to the resturant and found NOTHING! What has the world come to! Watch alex bring the whole swap team down here. As an black and white bmw come towards the sidewalk. "Baby, what are you still doing here? Did you miss your bus?" she asked
I walked towards the car, seeing Justin in the back mad as heck boy! i washed my hands long AGO on that road! "No I got on the bus, but-" I tried to talk beging rudley inturrpted by my brother "But they said you were ugly, so they kicked you off" he laughed saying "No, but i see your still an grentch look alike" I stated "Hey! Knock it off both of you and i don't wanna hear ANY talking from you MISTER!" She raised her voice "Come on,get on Linda I'll take you home and while we go tell me what happened"
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We pulled into the garge, as i opened the door trying not to hit the wall going inside.
"I just can't belive you left your phone!" Mom stressed taking her hand through her hair
"Well..me either beacuse i was texting alex!" I sighed at the thought
"Oh my gosh" Mom said
"Well i bought the phone but i mean i'll have to get another one soon" I said picking up my bag
"Oh honey, I'll buy you another phone, don't worry" She came to hug me
"This ain't right. How she get a phone, when my phone been broken for over a year now. Ya'll doing the most" He kicked up his feet
"JUSTIN! ANOTHER WORD AND YOU WON'T SEE DAYLIGHT FOR THE REST OF THE WEEK! I'VE HAD IT WITH YOU, YOU ACT LIKE YOUR FATHER!" Mom yelled baging her hand hard onto the table making me jump
"Well..that's my cue to leave" I said walking into my room.
I sat down by the wall and burried my face into my legs/arms. Hearing yelling and throwing and screaming going on down stairs. Nothing new! This ALWAYS happeneds, but mom beging her, never is going to whoop him or kick him out.
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I let the warm, shower water drop all around me feeling alot of things lift easliy off my shoulders.I rinsed through my hair and washing through my body. I stepped out looking into the mirror seeing.....a girl with blue, green eyes dark skined/light skin no dimmple person.I shaked my head at the thought about myself, drying off.
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I sat down to the radio,while i grabbed my small acer -.- and got onto twitter....clicked messages and there were...
@alex ya boii: Where you at?! What happened?! You ight?! What's going on ect.
He sent like 35 messages asking me where i am, see this is what im talking about love. But me knowing who I am I dont do love.
@Kesihagurl:Hey honey! <3
"Whhhhhhatttssss upppppppp" I said out loud but repling to every message....
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I laied on my bed with my glasses on, reading Divergent when the grench came to steal christmas lol.
My brother laid his big body on my door and said "Yo, Lin Ma said dinner's ready" He said I jummped alittle not knowing he was right there. "Okay, but come in we need to talk" I put down the book "No, we don't need to talk" he chuckled "Yes!now close the door" I demaned never the less this beging my room i have rules. "Okay what!" He sounded irrated "Why you always not up the par, like your act glothic and your atuitde is horribe"I stated still with my glasses on "Don-..... don't tell me what I act like, sometimes your a snody person"He tried to turn this on me "I'm not, but at least im not the one who got a girl pregnet" I yelled into his face "WORD! who told you! out of all people" He sounded surprised "No one had to, I heared it from down stairs...and not only that BUT you kept this from me for 6 months!!!" I yelled
Trying to calm down but im FURIOUS i can slap the ugly off his face! "WELL, FIRST OF ALL I DONT HAVE TO TELL YOU NOTHING! AND SECONED OF ALL YOU! NEED TO STAY IN YOUR 15 YEAR OLD LANE AND NOT IN MY 18 YEAR OLD ONE. YOU HAVE NO BUSSINESS WORRYING ABOUT ME! OR WHAT I DO WHAT ABOUT YOUR FREAKING SELF. I HEAR YO GRADES SLIPPING, WORRY ABOUT THAT NOT WHO IM WITH OR WHAT IM DOING"He yelled standing up
"Get out! GET OUT GET OUT! I HATE YOU" I said more like yelled
"Oh ok what else should i do?" He laughed
"drop dead for all i care" I said slamming the door in his face
Ain't nobody got time for that! and i mean i was kinda harsh but he shouldn't yell to me like that!
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Dinner down stairs was awakard, mom just asking whats wrong and me not trying to blow my top keeping my cool. I finished my food quickly i did the dishes and left up stairs
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I turned to my side when i heard "LIN...LIN WAKE UP" I heared come from my window
It was....alex!
"Linda" mom said
I looked over to an 38 look alike person, with bright green bluish eyes with smooth nice pours
"Yes ma" I answered wipping the dirt of the table
"Can you finish my shift, your brother got into an fight ,and i have to go pick him up, I tell you he can't never be good" she said grabbing her coat and hooked keys looking frustrated
I shook my head in non-surprised my brother never does good and if he contuies he's going to get kicked out. I laughed at the thought that crossed my mind
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I washed ,rinsed and dried the dirty dishes while my phone buzzed. I went over whipping my hands on my pants seeing the name alex flash across my family picture we took in Hawaii. Clicking on the message reading it....
alex: "Hey Lin, what's sup you ight"
I read as i typed with my thumb "Aw, thanks for checking up on me and im good about to close up though, what about you"
I replied going to grab the broom as it buzzed again
alex: "Ha! why you surpried? and im just in Free period. And not being nosey or nothing ,but you didn't come to school today...what happened?"
I read answering "Well...see what happened was...I was sick ,but mom still didn't take my crap sooo...she said I still had to help out on the family resturant"
I chuckled alittle grabbing my phone and money walking to the bus stop not to far away from here while my back pockey buzzed type fast much?! i thought in my head sitting down to some stranger, putting my coat on beacuse in New york COLD as heck! But ain't nothing but a gansta party ;]
alex: "Lin, you sick?! I told you to not eat sushi from the gas station! But you never listen you hardheaded huh?! and are you taking the city bus home if so imma come pick you up, beacuse i need to pick up my cusan that's bye your resturant"
I read as the bus pulled up putting my phone in my pocket exapadisaly grabbing my coat filling weight not on me anymore...i'm not sure what that is but whatever it was it's not imporant as i walked on paying taking a seat....while the doors closed.
I let out a sigh in relife leaning my head aginest the walls..remembering alex i dug my hands into my pockets worried! Oh my lord MY PHONE!
I tugged on the string as the bus stopped hardley while everyone looked at me i dont really care about looks and stares! I ran as my cheast flopped up and down running back to the resturant as I fell on some one "I'm so-" I began be couldn't finish "I don't know you! and running into people not nice! GET OFF ME! who you think YOU are....some type of pesent!" He yelled feellng spit drip right onto my left cheek "Wow! I'm just looking for my phone, not some nosy new york complainer" I whipped my cheek and picked up my stuff and walked away noticing him stare at me speaking but as it lowered I walked....to the resturant and found NOTHING! What has the world come to! Watch alex bring the whole swap team down here. As an black and white bmw come towards the sidewalk. "Baby, what are you still doing here? Did you miss your bus?" she asked
I walked towards the car, seeing Justin in the back mad as heck boy! i washed my hands long AGO on that road! "No I got on the bus, but-" I tried to talk beging rudley inturrpted by my brother "But they said you were ugly, so they kicked you off" he laughed saying "No, but i see your still an grentch look alike" I stated "Hey! Knock it off both of you and i don't wanna hear ANY talking from you MISTER!" She raised her voice "Come on,get on Linda I'll take you home and while we go tell me what happened"
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We pulled into the garge, as i opened the door trying not to hit the wall going inside.
"I just can't belive you left your phone!" Mom stressed taking her hand through her hair
"Well..me either beacuse i was texting alex!" I sighed at the thought
"Oh my gosh" Mom said
"Well i bought the phone but i mean i'll have to get another one soon" I said picking up my bag
"Oh honey, I'll buy you another phone, don't worry" She came to hug me
"This ain't right. How she get a phone, when my phone been broken for over a year now. Ya'll doing the most" He kicked up his feet
"JUSTIN! ANOTHER WORD AND YOU WON'T SEE DAYLIGHT FOR THE REST OF THE WEEK! I'VE HAD IT WITH YOU, YOU ACT LIKE YOUR FATHER!" Mom yelled baging her hand hard onto the table making me jump
"Well..that's my cue to leave" I said walking into my room.
I sat down by the wall and burried my face into my legs/arms. Hearing yelling and throwing and screaming going on down stairs. Nothing new! This ALWAYS happeneds, but mom beging her, never is going to whoop him or kick him out.
-----
I let the warm, shower water drop all around me feeling alot of things lift easliy off my shoulders.I rinsed through my hair and washing through my body. I stepped out looking into the mirror seeing.....a girl with blue, green eyes dark skined/light skin no dimmple person.I shaked my head at the thought about myself, drying off.
-----
I sat down to the radio,while i grabbed my small acer -.- and got onto twitter....clicked messages and there were...
@alex ya boii: Where you at?! What happened?! You ight?! What's going on ect.
He sent like 35 messages asking me where i am, see this is what im talking about love. But me knowing who I am I dont do love.
@Kesihagurl:Hey honey! <3
"Whhhhhhatttssss upppppppp" I said out loud but repling to every message....
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I laied on my bed with my glasses on, reading Divergent when the grench came to steal christmas lol.
My brother laid his big body on my door and said "Yo, Lin Ma said dinner's ready" He said I jummped alittle not knowing he was right there. "Okay, but come in we need to talk" I put down the book "No, we don't need to talk" he chuckled "Yes!now close the door" I demaned never the less this beging my room i have rules. "Okay what!" He sounded irrated "Why you always not up the par, like your act glothic and your atuitde is horribe"I stated still with my glasses on "Don-..... don't tell me what I act like, sometimes your a snody person"He tried to turn this on me "I'm not, but at least im not the one who got a girl pregnet" I yelled into his face "WORD! who told you! out of all people" He sounded surprised "No one had to, I heared it from down stairs...and not only that BUT you kept this from me for 6 months!!!" I yelled
Trying to calm down but im FURIOUS i can slap the ugly off his face! "WELL, FIRST OF ALL I DONT HAVE TO TELL YOU NOTHING! AND SECONED OF ALL YOU! NEED TO STAY IN YOUR 15 YEAR OLD LANE AND NOT IN MY 18 YEAR OLD ONE. YOU HAVE NO BUSSINESS WORRYING ABOUT ME! OR WHAT I DO WHAT ABOUT YOUR FREAKING SELF. I HEAR YO GRADES SLIPPING, WORRY ABOUT THAT NOT WHO IM WITH OR WHAT IM DOING"He yelled standing up
"Get out! GET OUT GET OUT! I HATE YOU" I said more like yelled
"Oh ok what else should i do?" He laughed
"drop dead for all i care" I said slamming the door in his face
Ain't nobody got time for that! and i mean i was kinda harsh but he shouldn't yell to me like that!
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Dinner down stairs was awakard, mom just asking whats wrong and me not trying to blow my top keeping my cool. I finished my food quickly i did the dishes and left up stairs
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I turned to my side when i heard "LIN...LIN WAKE UP" I heared come from my window
It was....alex!
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