In loss words

*Linda Miliani
"Linda" mom said
I looked over to an 38 look alike person, with bright green bluish eyes with smooth nice pours
"Yes ma" I answered wipping the dirt of the table
"Can you finish my shift, your brother got into an fight ,and i have to go pick him up, I tell you he can't never be good" she said grabbing her coat and hooked keys looking frustrated
I shook my head in non-surprised my brother never does good and if he contuies he's going to get kicked out. I laughed at the thought that crossed my mind
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I washed ,rinsed and dried the dirty dishes while my phone buzzed. I went over whipping my hands on my pants seeing the name alex flash across my family picture we took in Hawaii. Clicking on the message reading it....
alex: "Hey Lin, what's sup you ight"
I read as i typed with my thumb "Aw, thanks for checking up on me and im good about to close up though, what about you"
I replied going to grab the broom as it buzzed again
alex: "Ha! why you surpried? and im just in Free period. And not being nosey or nothing ,but you didn't come to school today...what happened?"
I read answering "Well...see what happened was...I was sick ,but mom still didn't take my crap sooo...she said I still had to help out on the family resturant"
I chuckled alittle grabbing my phone and money walking to the bus stop not to far away from here while my back pockey buzzed type fast much?! i thought in my head sitting down to some stranger, putting my coat on beacuse in New york COLD as heck! But ain't nothing but a gansta party ;]
alex: "Lin, you sick?! I told you to not eat sushi from the gas station! But you never listen you hardheaded huh?! and are you taking the city bus home if so imma come pick you up, beacuse i need to pick up my cusan that's bye your resturant"
I read as the bus pulled up putting my phone in my pocket exapadisaly grabbing my coat filling weight not on me anymore...i'm not sure what that is but whatever it was it's not imporant as i walked on paying taking a seat....while the doors closed.
I let out a sigh in relife leaning my head aginest the walls..remembering alex i dug my hands into my pockets worried! Oh my lord MY PHONE!
I tugged on the string as the bus stopped hardley while everyone looked at me i dont really care about looks and stares! I ran as my cheast flopped up and down running back to the resturant as I fell on some one "I'm so-" I began be couldn't finish "I don't know you! and running into people not nice! GET OFF ME! who you think YOU are....some type of pesent!" He yelled feellng spit drip right onto my left cheek "Wow! I'm just looking for my phone, not some nosy new york complainer" I whipped my cheek and picked up my stuff and walked away noticing him stare at me speaking but as it lowered I walked....to the resturant and found NOTHING! What has the world come to! Watch alex bring the whole swap team down here. As an black and white bmw come towards the sidewalk. "Baby, what are you still doing here? Did you miss your bus?" she asked
I walked towards the car, seeing Justin in the back mad as heck boy! i washed my hands long AGO on that road! "No I got on the bus, but-" I tried to talk beging rudley inturrpted by my brother "But they said you were ugly, so they kicked you off" he laughed saying "No, but i see your still an grentch look alike" I stated "Hey! Knock it off both of you and i don't wanna hear ANY talking from you MISTER!" She raised her voice "Come on,get on Linda I'll take you home and while we go tell me what happened"
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We pulled into the garge, as i opened the door trying not to hit the wall going inside.
"I just can't belive you left your phone!" Mom stressed taking her hand through her hair
"Well..me either beacuse i was texting alex!" I sighed at the thought
"Oh my gosh" Mom said
"Well i bought the phone but i mean i'll have to get another one soon" I said picking up my bag
"Oh honey, I'll buy you another phone, don't worry" She came to hug me
"This ain't right. How she get a phone, when my phone been broken for over a year now. Ya'll doing the most" He kicked up his feet
"JUSTIN! ANOTHER WORD AND YOU WON'T SEE DAYLIGHT FOR THE REST OF THE WEEK! I'VE HAD IT WITH YOU, YOU ACT LIKE YOUR FATHER!" Mom yelled baging her hand hard onto the table making me jump
"Well..that's my cue to leave" I said walking into my room.
I sat down by the wall and burried my face into my legs/arms. Hearing yelling and throwing and screaming going on down stairs. Nothing new! This ALWAYS happeneds, but mom beging her, never is going to whoop him or kick him out.
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I let the warm, shower water drop all around me feeling alot of things lift easliy off my shoulders.I rinsed through my hair and washing through my body. I stepped out looking into the mirror seeing.....a girl with blue, green eyes dark skined/light skin no dimmple person.I shaked my head at the thought about myself, drying off.
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I sat down to the radio,while i grabbed my small acer -.- and got onto twitter....clicked messages and there were...
@alex ya boii: Where you at?! What happened?! You ight?! What's going on ect.
He sent like 35 messages asking me where i am, see this is what im talking about love. But me knowing who I am I dont do love.
@Kesihagurl:Hey honey! <3
"Whhhhhhatttssss upppppppp" I said out loud but repling to every message....
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I laied on my bed with my glasses on, reading Divergent when the grench came to steal christmas lol.
My brother laid his big body on my door and said "Yo, Lin Ma said dinner's ready" He said I jummped alittle not knowing he was right there. "Okay, but come in we need to talk" I put down the book "No, we don't need to talk" he chuckled "Yes!now close the door" I demaned never the less this beging my room i have rules. "Okay what!" He sounded irrated "Why you always not up the par, like your act glothic and your atuitde is horribe"I stated still with my glasses on "Don-..... don't tell me what I act like, sometimes your a snody person"He tried to turn this on me "I'm not, but at least im not the one who got a girl pregnet" I yelled into his face "WORD! who told you! out of all people" He sounded surprised "No one had to, I heared it from down stairs...and not only that BUT you kept this from me for 6 months!!!" I yelled
Trying to calm down but im FURIOUS i can slap the ugly off his face! "WELL, FIRST OF ALL I DONT HAVE TO TELL YOU NOTHING! AND SECONED OF ALL YOU! NEED TO STAY IN YOUR 15 YEAR OLD LANE AND NOT IN MY 18 YEAR OLD ONE. YOU HAVE NO BUSSINESS WORRYING ABOUT ME! OR WHAT I DO WHAT ABOUT YOUR FREAKING SELF. I HEAR YO GRADES SLIPPING, WORRY ABOUT THAT NOT WHO IM WITH OR WHAT IM DOING"He yelled standing up
"Get out! GET OUT GET OUT! I HATE YOU" I said more like yelled
"Oh ok what else should i do?" He laughed
"drop dead for all i care" I said slamming the door in his face
Ain't nobody got time for that! and i mean i was kinda harsh but he shouldn't yell to me like that!
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Dinner down stairs was awakard, mom just asking whats wrong and me not trying to blow my top keeping my cool. I finished my food quickly i did the dishes and left up stairs
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I turned to my side when i heard "LIN...LIN WAKE UP" I heared come from my window
It was....alex!